All week, many of my TV shows have been featuring a plot about the closeness of siblings. This has been causing me to go into a quite depressed mood. I miss my sisters. I've also been realizing that I have missed out on that close bond that siblings get to have. I had 2 sisters but I basically grew up as an only child. My older sister lived almost 1,500 miles away then died 4 months after we moved closer. (Even then we were a few hours away) Then Lydie was Lydie. I love her so much but it really wasn't like growing up with a normal sister. I suppose my step siblings are close but I will never be very close with them. I haven't talked to my step brother in months (and he is in one of my classes. I think. He was at the beginning of the semester. I haven't seen him in a while) And Raven. I guess Raven is very close. I argue with her but I still love her. She's family.
I don't know... This week is just getting to me and I am really not sure why...
On a brighter note, Quiz Bowl competition on Saturday!!!!!!!!!!! I actually get to participate in this one and its a longer car ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This weekend is going to rock!!!!!!!!!!!! I still need to figure out what to do instead of Winter Royalty... I will figure something out.
One thing I realized yesterday is that I am a major optimist. Which in theory is a good thing... but it's also rather stupid.
well that is all.
***Kat***
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