Fear

I've discovered that a major problem I have is fear. I dont know what it is I am exactly afraid of but I think it probably has to do with my fear of people. I wish it were easier to ignore fear.

Basically I have been having a good day. Lunch was a bit Iffy because of that mentioned fear. But I have been laughing a lot. At least with my friends. I suppose I have been kinda depressed today.

Its snowing!!!! The snow makes everything better. Its worked the last few snows, hopefully it works today.

I have JSA tonight and I am really excited about it!!! I have missed the people in JSA so much. I see them in the halls sometimes but its not the same. Because of Mock Trial, we were all much closer earlier in the year. I miss that.

I'm hopeing after this week everything will get better again. School has been far too easy which causes me to think too much. I've been close to tears several times today.

***Kat***