Mysteries

12 year old Jessica holding Baby me!


Although I was hoping to avoid posting multiple times a day, my thoughts have become singlely focused on one topic and I felt that a post on it may help me a bit.

Ive been spending most of this afternoon and many months before today reading mystery/crime novels (the Rizzoli and Isles series). In these books by the end the mystery or crime is solved. I havent been able to figure out why i recently have picked up an interest in stories like this. 2 summers ago I started watching Saving Grace which was the beginning of my crime show interest.

A town on the school cancellation page made me finally figure out a possible interest cause. My older sister. She will always be a mystery to me. I hardly remember her and what I do know about her I learned from an obituary that went off the interweb a few months ago... I know she was in choir and band and she had a waterbed and a horribly messy room. and she only danced with 2 boys at her 8th grade dance. (that one i learned from a picture she sent us after that) I also know she wanted to be a special education teacher. And the song at her graduation was "I will remember you" by Sarah McLaughlin. I also know she loved the song Mambo Number 5 because it said her name in it.

I have 8 memories of her. I cry a bit everytime i hear either of those songs. She would be 28 now. And in approximately 1 year I will have outlived her. Its a horrible feeling to know you will out live your older sister.

Well now I shall return to my book, I just needed to get that off my chest. I really wish I could get ahold of that Obituary since I was stupid and never saved it to my computer. ***Kat***