So I went through my morning with a generaly blank face. I was laughing a bit with my friends before school, otherwise I was just blah. Lunch was the beginning of today's improvement! It basically started when I made the mistake of mistaking Judge Trudy from The Amanda Show with the real Judge Judy. Yes, I was arguing that the real Judge Judy has dancing lobsters on her show. Then Brooke and I were laughing due to the flirtage she and the guy she likes were doing before school. Then after she left, Andrew and I were laughing a bit while discussing how evil the Jr High stairs are. -- to be clear, we started by discussing the fact we have to be here at 630 tomorrow morning for quizbowl, then i added that I will be at school until 10ish tonight and he was talking about how he has baseball conditioning and he will have to run the stairs for like 20 minutes tonight (and I plead the 5th to why I remember all of this) -- then In physics we had a fun day where It started with mr Miller blowing out candles with a vaacume (I hate spelling that word) and ended with the class blowing plastic coins into tiny cups. Now I am in Creative Writing typing about all of the good things that happened throughout my day, which is keeping my mood good.
On the way to class, I passed the LIFE class in the hall. If my sister was still alive, she would have been in that class. The 2 I actually noticed in the hall were her friends.
I found my locket yesterday. It had been missing for several days. So that was a good thing. I also bought some new books yesterday so once I finish Ice Cold I will be moving on to Pretty Little Liars, Buffy, or Percy Jackson... (Why do I keep buying new series... then I get hooked and have to finish them) I also have Cecelia Aherns newest book which I havent read yet... Actualyl I havent read her last 2. I love that my favorite author went from being Cecelia Ahern (who writes depressingish love stories) to Tess Gerritsen (who writes extremely suspenseful medical dramas)
It occasionally worries me that I read what I read. Its probably not great that I can now read through the grusomly descriptive parts without any issues.
As far as the thinking about what to do after high school, I have decided I want to do something with facts and knowledge for sure. Its better for me to do that then the creative stuff because it has more stability. Of course I will still do creative things. I plan to hit 100,000 tweets before I turn 21! My mom pointed out this morning that I have less than 500 days until graduation... She thinks knowing this makes me excited. It terrifies me.
I am still trying to figure out what caused me to have a nightmare last week. All I remember about this dream was there was a woman in it and I woke up extremely terrified. I have had many dreams that should qualify as nightmares that dont bother me at all but whatever this was really scared me yet I dont remember what occured.
I wish I wasnt afraid of needles. Then maybe I could find out what is wrong with my wrists... Both of them hurt quite often now. Ive also had a killer pain in my knees and ankles all day as well as a sharp pain in my side again... And headaches. And my vision has been getting worse even though the eye doctors claim I have perfect vision. I hate doctors. They are idiots.
Drama party tongiht from 7-10! Im excited to just relax and spend time with people I dont talk to much. Ok that was slight lieage. I am incapable of relaxing and I am slightly terrified by the thought of people I dont talk to. But it will be fun!
Thats one thing I always have, unneccessary optimism! Everything will get better someday I believe. And I really do believe thats true, but it easily could get way worse before it gets any better. I just cant wait for this week to be over.
Although I am really looking forward to tomorrow! We leave for Sioux City at 630. From what I know it will be Preston, Bryan,Andrew, Adam, Tyler and me going to the competition. (With Tyler and I still being the only girls... I guess its better than me being the only girl like the first semester) I get along fairly well with the guys (one more than the others... :))
Then I have to work the tshirt table for FBLA at the game tomorrow (I think... Ive kinda confused my game activities)
So I tried to post this at the end of class but it failed.
After school I got stuck in the parking lot for 18 minutes. But at least my car singing entertained others. Brooklynn pointed this out on facebook. lol. Now I am watching Mythbusters while I blog then I shall read my book until the Drama Party! I just want to relax but use enough energy to sleep through the night (something I havent done this week...)
I was really hopeing this whole waking up in the middle of the night thing was gone for good but its back as usual... I still have no clue what causes it but every few months I go through a few weeks where I wake up for several hours between 1 and 3 am ish. its awful!
well thats all for now. ***Kat***
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