The problem I have is the fact I over think everything. I overthink everything anyone says to me, everything I do, everything I see, all of my dreams, etc. This causes me major problems sometimes. Like, When I froze during mock trial for several minutes. I couldn't decide what to say. Or when I take 15 minutes to pick out a movie to fall asleep to.
My current issue with this problem is the approach of my senior year. My overthinking causes me to be incapable of making quick decisions, or, in most cases, any real decision at all. I have no clue what I want to do after high school. I was looking at the form for the ACT (which I still need to take) and it has a spot to list your top 3 choices for college. I dont even have the slightest clue where I want to go. And how do you figure out where to go when you dont know what you want to do?
Everyone I talk to says that I have time, but do I? I suppose I do have a bit of time but when I think of how fast the last 4 years have gone, I'm not so sure that I do. And how does one who has difficulties making decisions make a decision that will affect the rest of my life.
I have noticed that I am getting closer to making a decision of some form... at least I am getting better at ranking the things I love.
Well, The Good Wife has finally returned (YAY!!!!!!!) so I am off. Honestly, I hope for no school tomorrow because its going to be too cold. Bye ***Kat***
Your friends are right you still have a little bit of time. I also have a problem with over thinking. One thing I learned how to do is shut off my mind and have time to relax. Everything will work in the end!!
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